Cost of being aware

I read somewhere that mental strength is like a muscle. And the mind also.

Since I started to be more aware of my and others feelings, I have more tools to cope. But I also feel weaker.

Some guys are saying it is better to not know stuff and just be. Being aware can conflict with being.

I see it on little kids. They are. They are all in. They are not considering the meaning of everything. And I think they are much stronger mentally than you’d think.

I also see it on myself. I was stronger.

Being more aware must come with some sort of getting mentally stronger.

Feelings around me

I sense that someone’s energy towards me or towards someone else is not positive. Sometimes I take actions based on that, sometimes it frustrates.  And I don’t really know if this “finding” is actually accurate at all.

When I sense positive energy it is almost always correct. I don’t know why but it is. Maybe it’s because most of the time the sensors show negative 😦 but I think not.

When it’s positive I feel a warm fuzzy feeling in your stomach. Sometimes my eyes are getting moist.

When it’s negative it can take me down. And I mirror it back.

I’d like and On/Off button to this radar.