I always knew I was an introvert, but it wasn’t until I started working in the corporate world that I realized just how much of a struggle it can be. In meetings and presentations, I found myself shrinking back into my chair while more outgoing colleagues took the lead. I was too nervous to speak up, too afraid of saying the wrong thing.

It wasn’t just a matter of personality, though – the corporate culture itself seemed designed for extroverts. Everything was about results and charisma, about being heard and seen. I felt like I was constantly being pushed out of my comfort zone, forced to put on a show just to be taken seriously.

The worst part was the feeling of isolation. I craved quiet spaces to reflect and recharge, but there was nowhere to go. The open-plan office was always buzzing with activity, and even lunch breaks felt like an extension of the workday. It was hard to connect with my colleagues, and I often felt like I was missing out on important conversations and opportunities.

All of these challenges took a toll on me emotionally. I started to doubt myself, to feel like I wasn’t cut out for the corporate world. It was hard not to compare myself to my more outgoing colleagues and wonder if I was doing something wrong.

But over time, I learned to value my own strengths as an introvert. I may not be the loudest or most charismatic person in the room, but I’m thoughtful, detail-oriented, and a great listener. And as I found ways to communicate more assertively and build relationships with my colleagues, I started to see the value I could bring to the team.

Deep down, I know that this is not the place where I truly flourish. While I have learned to play the corporate game and navigate the extroverted world, I know that the time to move on will arrive soon. It will be a scary decision, but I believe it’s the most justified and right thing for me to do. I know that I will face different struggles, maybe even tougher ones, but not trying will be harder when looking back. So, I have made the decision to make the change. I hope that I won’t look back, but I know that whatever happens, I will face it with a sense of purpose and courage. And with a smile on my face, I will take on the next adventure, wherever it may lead me.